7/25/12

figurine

we build up these churches, castles and bridges
so tall, taller than we'll ever be
we cast strangers, friends and lovers in images
too perfect to coexist, sadly
our fantasies seem to be in constant war with our realities
it's impossible to measure up to monuments
heaven forbid one should aspire to
there is an abundance of beauty found among figurines
the secret is to constantly search for and admire
the childishness and vulnerability inside of you
it's what makes us small
so small, smaller than God will ever be
it's what makes us need
it's what makes us weak
yes, it's sobering to strip and cleanse away
the tired, heavy nuances of yesterday
I will never be a momument
I will never want to be
I will always be a figurine
imperfect, human
I will always be okay
all I ask for is all that I will give
love, acceptance and understanding
never be beyond reach 

7/23/12

animal

you're woven and tangled, sliding through and into knots
spineless and charming, oblivious to costs
there's an element of toxicity that brings me to my knees
it's your bite that encourages each one of my pleas
as I surrender to another fight and swallow my means
to reestablish, or at the very least, to attempt and maintain any level of worth
this thing called dignity
I don't know why you would do this

please let me think
I haven't in so long
I must be on the brink
my heart must be gone
I no longer like snakes
I never cared for words
disappointment
there isn't another
as absurd as yours

your voice reiterates such delicate murmurs
enough to hide those claws which retract
yeah, it soothes and purrs
but in a glimpse, the midst of a nanosecond
they rise like your screams and are used to attack
I fall down, panic, unable to protect myself
from the damage it causes, of course I react
I don't know why you would say that

please let me ask
what I'm using you for
I was ready to bask in devotion
I wasn't ready for war
of the sexes, sex for short
I no longer like kittens
I never heard the word "no"
support
shouldn't be scripted
or used as a last resort